What's Left?

Every morning I wake up I recite a

Speech that was once shared with me by a friend.

Today is going to be a great day. 

Today is going to be a wonderful day.

Today is a day that the Lord has given me to right my wrongs from yesterday.

Each Morning when I'm done with my speech, i feel nothing.

I don't feel What ever I'm suppose to feel. 

The aspiration i had was gone. 

I just feel..Nothing.

What's the point?

What will fooling myself bring?

My mind feels just as my heart dose, empty.